Today, I’m feeling kinda of low and sadness creeping

Today, deep within the pain is churning and burning, digging deep

Today, reflecting on my life and wondering what if I hadn’t…

Still today, the fear of never having, being, seeing my dreams come true

Today, I cry more tears of a pain that grows by every second

Today, I’m feeling just a bit small; wanting to hide away and fly away

Today, my world seems smaller in a larger complicated space

Yet today, at a loss for what to say; just seems futile anyway

Today, wishing love, peace and grace mattered more than anything

Today, my heart feels heavy, my soul calling out for freedom

Today, in need of a new life; a new way; a new sense of belief

Today, the gates are open to whatever comes

Today, the inner me is fighting to be more than just an inside being

Today, I’m fighting for myself, my rights, and my freedom

Today, looking for the courage to take the next step

Today, my confidence is in need of recharging

Today, what am I here for, at this moment

Today, I strive to be more joyful and fulfilled

Today, I strive to be more of who I am

Today, my scale is ready to be balanced

Today, ready to move forward, to grow strong

Today, my vision is more clear, more strong

Today, my truth at the forefront; ready to aim

Today, inspiration is strong and coming from everywhere

Today, the scars are fading retreating from me.

Today, looking for a deeper meaning to it all.

Today, I feel like expressing my truest most brilliant light

Today, the process of becoming is endless and everchanging

Today, my journey is laid before me ready to soar

Today…